SOUND
The glissando of a sound wave
through a perfect fluid. The
resonance of Saturn’s rings
singing. The frequency
on which the dog knows
both the whistle and the beat
of wings before the bird breaks
through brush. A monolith lifted
on the vibration of a million
monks humming Om. The walls
of Jericho crumbling in front
of one blown horn. Of all the
wondrous sounds, the miracles
beyond our measure, the waves
passing through us and the
universe, most precious
might be this stillness
in which the clock ticks, the
coffee curls its steam, light wind
rattles leaves on the porch and
in another room you are singing
softly to the cat that needs
drops in its eye.
NOMBRE DE AMOR
If the final love of your life
must come late, then let it
be a great love at last
to last the rest of your days.
Let him be the priceless one,
worthy of praise, patron saint
of the poor, saint of small
requests, small hawk, son
of moral, son of someone
who lived near a mulberry tree.
In the autumn watch him pot
a common clump of clover
then exalt it on the mantel
of the warmest window
to tend through winter.
Marvel as he marvels
its meager blossoms,
how he shelters
one weed
like an orchid.
The most precious gift
one could wish
might be to be seen
like this, or better yet
to see like this, or
better still to be
like this, become
a rivulet of rain brighter
than diamonds in drought.
If you must find love late
then let yourself be found
by Antonio, the finder
of lost things. Antonio
the finder, the keeper.
SUNRISE SOMEWHERE
For more than twenty-five years
I have taught at a college
in a town that is so small
we lose and find each other’s
books. It’s a place where
when you have a story
someone else usually holds
some part of it too, somewhere
where the guy who comes out
to repair the furnace one frigid
morning gets out of his truck
and stands there struck dumb
in the numb cold just staring
at the farm truck you bought,
the one with the Horse Country
mud flaps and rusted-out wheel
wells, the truck that had been
his dad’s before it somehow
a few hands later became
yours and came to be sitting
there at first light waiting
for him, leaving him
thinking for an instant
he was somewhere
his father had arrived first.
I live outside a tiny town
in a house on a hill
overlooking a valley
rolling east over pockets
of shadow where a creek
runs clear and cold over
old stones. It’s a place
where the most beautiful
sunrise I have ever seen
might be the one I shared
in strange, strained intimacy
with that stranger, the
furnace repair guy
whose raw sudden grief
arrived with the slow bleed
of color on the horizon
we watched lighten
into a bracket of geese
winging away. The most
beautiful sunrise might
be the one that comes after
grief, the one that binds
you to the bite of the world
yet wakes you just the same.
The most beautiful sunrise
surely is the one breaking
somewhere someone
is broken, the one
that lightens softly
as a promise, quiet
as a whisper
or a prayer.
MEET ME
Meet me on the white hillside
where the shepherd’s white
goats turn to white stones
and tumble to the sea.
Meet me at the crossroads
where a blue figure forms
a black cross against
an orange moon. Meet me
in the crowded square
in a city that smells
of cooked sugar where
a man in a paper hat
winds taffy around
a paper wand. Meet me
on a curved bridge
over a green canal
where a gondolier’s lantern
lights the wake of fishes
who listen and are pulled
by the pulse of coral
many waves away.
Meet me outside the village
where a girl in a red dress
rings sparrows into a yellow
field from the hollow bells
of her sleeves. Meet me
where everything is more
than it seems. Meet me
at the uncanny intersection
of the ordinary world, where
the mountain sings the music
of rivers, where one dandelion
seed unfurls a feathered
umbrella and takes flight
in the wind. Meet me under
the spell of the world
where we shimmer
with the dust of stars.
We are wounds, we
are salve, we are hands
reaching. Look how the sky
fits in our palms. Look how
lightly we touch clouds, cup
the sun. Look how much
we can hold, hand over, let go.
Poet’s Statement:
Two of these are overtly love poems, inspired by and dedicated to my husband, Antonio. However, all four poems arise from a meditative writing practice that performs a similar transformative magic to the work of love. By this I mean in part that when we are in love, we pay attention. We observe from a state of gratitude. We may marvel at, say, the intricate perfection of our child’s ear. As we do, we marvel at the sheer gift that we and she exist at all. At the same time, we become mindful of ourselves and our actions and the effects these can have on others and the world around us.
For me, each of these poems forces a pause, a contemplation, gratitude, and ultimately an exultation of what is. Wide ripples tracing back to one drop, or a single stimulus resonating outward, the practice of writing these poems compelled me to observe connections. In troubling times especially, the work of these poems is to articulate and offer those connections and the movement that creates them.
Amy Sage Webb-Baza is Professor of English and Director of the Creative Writing Program at Emporia State University, where she was named Roe R. Cross Distinguished Professor and directs the Donald Reichardt Center for Publishing and Literary Arts. She is managing editor for Bluestem Press and Flint Hills Review. She publishes fiction, poetry, and nonfiction, and is author of Your Own Life: Kansas Stories (Woodley Press, 2012).